and the bucket and broadway

i am 25 and trying to figure out what to do with my life, so in the meantime i am teaching myself photography and poetry. check out my poetry at www.lillianmeredith.com

if they knew

the women, that is

if they knew that the breath coming out of you

is coming into me

like it goes into them

and so on

if they knew

those beautiful women

what I think while I dance on the street

or how afraid I can be to stand on a railing

how I wonder if anyone will see

they might see

if they knew

those impossible women

that their eyes over glass

with jewels at their feet

and me touching their trash

that even then we both see over the same stretch of space

and our eyes meet at the same time

with their voice in my ear and my glance in their smile

then I could reach out and

take a hand and

ask them to please

help me believe again in humanity

stop and see me tandem to their random bursts of fake and faker laughter

and consider me

please women please

no begging just shameless asking

to change my blaming nature

and thereby change my mind

because the women, if they knew,

could. but would they?

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