and the bucket and broadway

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there’s a war going on and that’s a fact

`

she’s got her feminist face on, she said

and I and everyone around me laughed to say

ha ha we know that face ha ha

we know that angry women’s lib look

don’t fuck with a girl who used to wear steel toed shoes

because she wanted power like a man

being too afraid of women’s wily way

which slips in and out and does not hold

or so I thought

I’ll grip you while I twist my face

and then laugh because that’s all there is to do

when feminist power is just like any other female power

ridiculous

`

that’s what she called it

sarah palin, without so many words

and I stared at the tv screen and screamed

because I could not laugh at her

because she was just too real

too many men were laughing with her

like she’d made a funny joke at a bar

and they all wanted to get laid

but instead I kicked her

with my steel toes

`

here, lady governor, take my feet

and remember what it is to have no voice, no choice

but men’s boots on your body

you traitor to all women, you failure of a girl

and then I leave with all the men

`

that is a fantasy

the reality is no one leaves with me

`

at brearley they told us we were smart

but no one ever uttered pretty

like a dirty word

and whispered to one another

we’re not pretty

and laughed again to say we didn’t care

smart trumps pretty and so we win

but I never felt powerful until I felt sexy

and then I felt ashamed

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